well i ain't never seen such a big hard bastard cry like i did that day.

SORRY if you've missed me, I've been lazy recently and also I have been pretending to have a life.

I've noticed I only ever update this when I'm feeling sorry for myself so all you people must think I'm such a little loser.

Ooookay, let's see.
Since I last posted, I've had Christmas, my birthday, and lots of other vaguely stressful things going on.

But first, a bitch-fest, it's what you've all been waiting for ;)

Eugh, there's this girl, let's call her....Hayley. Now I never used to mind Hayley, she was friends with my best friend and it was cool.

Then she turned into a friend-stealing bitch, so now I hate her. I now how juvenile that sounds, but it's just, everything was fine before she came along, and she messed it all up and now I just feel like really bad. And she's a really ugly, dykey girl, and her face makes me want to vomit.

Also, she thinks everyone loves her, but all everyone ever does when she's around is bitch about her. And also, she has hairy nostrils, nuff said.

Anyway, my love life's still firmly down the toilet. On Tuesday, I will have been single for a year. That's fairly depressing. I'm sort of dating this guy but I think it's more a sex thing, which is fine. He's not really my type but he will do for now. And this guy I liked when I was 13 wants me, but I've already slept with two of his friends so I think he thinks I'm easy, haha, so I don't think I will go there. Advice?

Ooh, speak of the devil, loverboy's online on msn. Not sure whether to talk to him or not...

I don't know whether people actually read my blog but yeah, I have 4 followers, and I'm not sure where they came from? Cos I don't put this url anywhere or tell anyone about it :S

It's all good though, it'd be nice to get a bit more feedback from people anyway.

I never know what to say on here really, because my life's really not that interesting, it's all college and sex.

ahhhhh well :)